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I Am My Own End by bluasylum, literature

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I Am My Own End

In the end, I'm left standing here with the ring of your voice in my head, reverberating in my heart. My hands over my ears. I'm saving myself from the sound of repetition. From what I've heard you and every other person always ever say to me. The disappointment of the platonic feelings. The energy and excitement put into absolutely nothing, A one way magic mirror ride through hell. All I see is the repeating me. The constant reminder I am not who you, Who everyone, wishes I should be. The person people wish I could be. Because I am just so close to the whole package, Just a few steps short of the perfection you dream of. I look

Time Shouldn't Matter by bluasylum, literature

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Time Shouldn't Matter

Remember the time when time didn't matter? Age was only important when it was time to put candles on your cake. Cable television was good for Saturday morning cartoons. Christmas morning claymation and Sesame Street fun. Danger was a bumblebee on a Sunday afternoon. Fear was forgetting your book report at home. Love was spending hours fingerpainting smiles, Then giving them as a secret Mother's Day surprise. Remember the day when days didn't matter? You looked forward to school, to see your best friends. The weekends meant getting dirty and playing, Games all day, games all night. When you actually knew all of the names of the kid

Inside the Cold of Love by bluasylum, literature

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Inside the Cold of Love

I want to know what it's like to feel the sun embrace me For the wind to accept me with open arms The ground, hard and cold, to welcome me to it's secrets To hold me, softly, inside the cold, empty air I want to know what it's like to feel the moon close around me For the stars to shine my way to heaven The black sky, so dark and vast, to welcome me to it's never ending To carry me, softly, away from pain and sadness Feeling the world around my soul Wandering, pointless and without regard, through life There is no home, no north to find, no center to hold I am restless, I am homeless, I am without respite I want to know what it's

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In Full Bloom, 1 by bluasylum, visual art

In Full Bloom, 1

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About bluasylum

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
www.last.fm/user/BluAsylum/
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Current Residence: western massachusetts.
Favourite genre of music: rock. hardcore. alternative. house. industrial. dance.
Favourite photographer: ian pouliot//nemesisphoto.
MP3 player of choice: silver 80gb ipod classic.
Shell of choice: anything unbreakable.

Favourite Visual Artist

cassandra warren. ville kansanen. nocturnaldevil.

Favourite Movies

The Lion King

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Four Letter Lie. Korn. Slipknot. Underoath. Thursday. The Dillinger Escape Plan. Etc...

Favourite Writers

chuck palahniuk. dean koontz. stephen king. emily dickinson.

Tools of the Trade

Nikon Coolpix E5600. Polaroid Spectra II.

Other Interests

broken hearts. daydreams.

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Aug 24, 2008

Portland, OR // The Big E

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September can't be here soon enough. on September 12th, the Big E (aka the Eastern States Exposition) opens, and I plan on going on the 18th. then, the following week, on September 23rd.. ..I leave for Portland, OR!! eight blissful days away from this miserable state with one of the most amazing people in the world :heart: I just spent the past hour or so looking up stuff to do in Portland, and I found some pretty interesting stuff. the only things I really care to actually make sure we see (Josh, hint hint..) are: the Japanese Gardens, the Chinese Garden, and the Oregon Zoo. maybe The Grotto, because it looks magnificent. in other news, w

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bluasylum

Aug 7, 2008

La Dee Da (new artists featured!)

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I not only want to get out of here, I need to get out of here. I need to leave this state far behind. I know I'm not meant to live here. the people here are so mean, so vile, and so unhappy. they're stuck here. I refuse to let myself be stuck here. I move Saturday. I went to storage today and found my Polaroid. VeraAda (https://www.deviantart.com/veraada) shared her secret with me about doing double exposures on my Spectra II, so I hope to start messing with that soon. I also found the bamboo journal I bought from Barnes&Noble. this just means I'm on the right track. it took me a little while, but I'm getting there. the things I want to do, I will be doing. thank god.

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bluasylum

Jul 27, 2008

A F V

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yeah, I'm watching America's Funniest Home Videos. so what? currently on my mind: Portland, OR Manchester, CT DamThatRiver (https://www.deviantart.com/damthatriver) vacation to Portland, OR billiards vacation Portland, OR music time.

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_{thank you so much for the favourite! it means a lot to me and i konw it was a while ago, but i haven't had the time to come on deviantart that much lately. i've uploaded some new photos though so check them out if you have time! how's everything going in the US? which part of the US are you in? i'm arriving in NY next friday! i'm excitied! eep! haha

kisses from hong kong}